Now she moved because that same body deserved somewhere comfortable to rest.
I adjusted Aria and tried to pull my cardigan behind me.
The fabric twisted.
Layla reached forward.
I immediately stiffened.
She noticed.
Her hand paused.
Then she took the cardigan, folded it twice, and tucked it behind my lower back.
“Here.”
I looked at her.
She avoided my eyes.
“You look uncomfortable.”
That was all.
But it was the first time Layla had looked at my postpartum body and considered how it felt instead of how it looked.
The photographer lifted the camera.
“Everybody closer.”
People squeezed together.
Joe leaned in behind me.
Jesse crouched at my side.
Layla stood close enough that her sleeve brushed my arm.
The photographer smiled.
“Perfect. We’ve got plenty of room.”
There had always been room.
Then Aria made a tiny choking sound.
I looked down.
Too late.
She spit up straight down the front of Jesse’s nice shirt.
He stared at the white streak.
“Oh, come on.”
I burst out laughing.
Joe bent over.
Someone behind us snorted.
Even the photographer started laughing.
Layla tried desperately to hold herself together.
Then she lost it.
For one second, nobody posed.
Jesse was wiping his shirt with a burp cloth.
I was laughing so hard my stomach hurt.
Joe was nearly doubled over.
Layla had one hand over her mouth.
Click.
The photographer captured it.
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Later, Jesse found me alone near the kitchen.
“Anne.”
I looked at him.
“I’m sorry I stood there.”
Not *Sorry about Mom.*
Not *She didn’t mean it.*
He owned it.
“I knew she was being cruel,” he added. “I froze because that’s what I’ve always done with her.”
I swallowed.
“I can handle your mother not liking me.”
He nodded.
“I can’t handle wondering whether you disappear when she does it, Jesse.”
“I won’t.”
“Don’t promise.”
He looked at me.
“Show me.”
He nodded again.
“Okay.”
Before we left, the photographer called Layla over to choose the large print.
Two pictures sat side by side on the screen.
The first was polished.
Perfect smiles.
Perfect posture.
Layla looked flawless.
The second was chaos.
Baby spit-up.
Messy hair.
Joe bent sideways laughing.
Me with my cardigan slipping and my stomach completely unhidden.
Layla caught mid-laugh.
The photographer asked, “Which one?”
Layla stared at the polished photo.
Her finger lifted toward it, then stopped.
She looked across the room at me feeding Aria while Jesse sat beside us.
Then she pointed to the other one.
“That one.”
“The candid?”
Layla nodded.
“That one. Make it the biggest one.”
And just like that, the woman who had spent the afternoon trying to make her family look perfect chose the photograph where nobody looked flawless.
Because everyone fit.
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